the month of hell.

So here i am, after like, one month? heehee.
This month, is the month of HELL. trust me. My year end examinations have started last week, and it's only gonna end on the 4th of november, sad enough? because most of my friends finish their exams on the 2nd, and ME (eventhough im not alone) on the 4th. shitty month, i just cant wait to finish up all my exams and YES vacation babeh!

My exams, GP essay was ok i HOPE? Economics -- HOPELESS! Though i tried hard ;( and same goes to accounts paper. Having my business paper 1 tomorrow, and now i'm here slacking. Haha, i need a rest okay? :P

Anyways, i guess it's time for me to suck my head in the book. tata!

xoxohaveaniceday :)

September #1

I guess i have neglected my blog for quite a long time eh? So here I am.

So many things have happened, which is beyond my control and shits like that. Yeah shits really do happen when you LEAST EXPECT them. Like my friend, Siew Ying quoted in facebook :
"Life sucks and then you die."

For all these times, I've been thinking over and over again, why am I always such a bitch, tricky question? aha. Sometimes when you regret and you hope that things will turn better, this world is gonna be peaceful, but no, you're wrong. Some people tend to hold grudge, forever perhaps? I know, people like that suck. And you just wanna say to them "GET OVER IT, BITCH" but what to do? Time heals, hopefully. Not everyone is just as perfect as how people think they are, noone is perfect. There might be some people thinking "oh he/she has good temper, he/she is nice, they never get mad at anyone" but the true fact is no, they're wrong. They just never experience it yet ;)

I guess I have learnt that lesson. I'm getting over everything, if you dont, it's your problem :D I'm just too nice HEHEHEHEHEHE jokes.

xoxohaveaniceday :)

It's so hard to say goodbye.

It's so hard to say goodbye,

to a 10 years friendship,

to your best friend,

to somebody you know when she wont be here anymore, things are gonna be different.

She's always there for me, always. No matter how long we didn't meet each other, we still talk alot. We always have heart to heart talk, and i can totally trust her. When she goes to UK, due to time difference, i dont know how are we supposed to catch up with each other, it's just so hard. Sometimes i just wish she doesnt have to go, i dont know. I dont ever want wednesday to come, i know i'll be crying my ass off already.

She's different. She has nothing against nobody, you can say she's kind-hearted. And sometimes i just need a friend like that due to my bitchy-ness :) We share our stuffs together. And she's always smiling! haha! But no matter how big is her smile, i know she stil needs somebody at some times. I just cant imagine things without her. and i know it so well that i need her.

Karen Lim, i know you cant read my blog but.. take care in UK.

I love you.

aaaaa boring afternoon.

the weather is HOT and im so ANNOYED with EVERYTHING. So i decided to do something thats gonna calm myself down -- DAYDREAM :D (apparently, its my hobby).

10 years later,
Im gonna live in a western country, with my rich and handsome husband, living in a simple, small but nice apartment. Every morning he'll wake me up to work, and then we'll go lunch together. So i'll probably go home earlier than him because i have to cook dinner :D When he comes back, hes gonna be like "IM HOME!" and give me a HELLO hug. Afterthat we'll sit together, having our lunch and talking about our day. And so after dinner, we'll go out for a walk, or have a movie at home or something. When it comes to weekend, we'll go to beach, have a nice date, or I shop my ass off.

Oh well, non of that is gonna happen anyway. I'll probably be stucked in Brunei. HAHAHAHA sad life.

xoxoenjoyyourday.

frustration.

I'm so frustrated today, i dont know why. PMS maybe! i'm angry about everything, get annoyed by everything, saying bad things about every single thing, which i actually dont really mean it. It just came out of anger. SORRY!

Okay, i guess i'm cool now :) blogging helps.

So today's school was nothing much. Tomorrow is gonna be a busy day! School til 2.00pm, meeting, CCA, netball with wenyee, havent seen her for hm, a few days? Haha! Oh my childhood friend, Sylvia is back! We might be going to lunch with her on Friday, still have to see how things go.

I'm left with economics paper 1 for my progress test. Lazy to study for it already, all i can think about now is holidays. I tend to sleep early these few days, maybe because im turning old :( last night, i had a terrible dream. I dreamt that my parents sent me off to UK for further studies without even giving me early notices. I cried like shit in the airport, with nick, glen, ricky, peng etc sending me off. When i reached UK, i was so depressed, and then ricky went to UK to find me. I looked at him like i saw an angel (ONLY IN DREAM) and hugged him, crying my ass off. Sometimes once in a while, some things happen making you realize that, you still really really care for that person you love, its just that you never bother to show it out, especially you know when that particular person will become so SOMBONG about it (and i bet ricky chin's going to read this blog 10 minutes later, he's a stalker, just so you know).

P.S : IM SO EAGER TO GO TO MALAYSIA THIS YEAR END! HO YEAH BABEH!

xoxoenjoyyourday:)

Malaysia !

School was just like usual. HOT, TIRED AND BORING!! But something lighted up my day! When i came home from school, my mom asked me to check the ticket prices to MALAYSIA!! Malaysia = KUALA LUMPUR + PENANG! Oh man I've been wanted to go back for soooooooo long. It has been three years that i havent gone back to Malaysia to visit my grandmother. Thanks to my cousins, dthey convinced my mother to go back because my grandmother has been nagging "WHY THEY HAVENT CAME BACK FOR SO LONG AH?" So it led my mother to this consideration of going back :) GRANDMA, YOUR ROCK! THERE ARE SO MANY THINGS that i want to do when i go Malaysia.

1. KUALA LUMPUR - SHOPPING, GENTING HIGHLAND, SUNWAY LAGOON, SHOPPING (oops, did i mention it already?) & FOOOOOOOD!

2. PENANG - SHOPPING, FOOOD : PENANG LAKSA, KUEY TIAW SOUP. yum yum yum!!

OKAY. School Stuffs :

IM SO TIRED OF EXAMS! Eventhough I didn't study much, but im just LAZY TO TAKE EXAMS. I know im going to fail Business already, what for study again? HAIYA! Going over to KarWen's to study Business tomorrow. Seriously? Steph + Karwen doesnt equal to Study, it equals to GOSSIP :)

Ok i dont care if i pass or fail, not now. TEEHEE.

xoxohaveaniceday:)

august baby.

"Its AUGUST!"

So?

I HATE August. Like, Alot? Because :

1. My Bestfriend, KAREN LIM, is leaving in less than a month. I can't imagine how am i going to live without her LAME-NESS, eventhough everytime we meet, I always tell her that "hey dont sing wah. you make me have singing phobia" , "oi why you so lame. you think your joke funny meh?" SEEE! i've been so mean to her. but she knows i'll always love her.

2. OKAY. Hate to say this, but my birthday is like a month later, and then i'm turning 16. OOPS. It should be 17. SIGH. Don't you miss it when people greet you like "HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN!" and then now you're turning 17, i FEEEEEL OLD! But what i should be happy about is that, i'm getting my driving license NEXT YEAR. TEEEHEE.

BUT STILL,

I LIKE August. Because:

1. GUESS WHO'S BIRTHDAY IS IN AUGUST! jeng jeng jengg!! NICK BOEY! Okay, practically he's one of the smartest people I've ever met. If only god could give me half of his brain, i wont have to crack my brain for accounts that much anymore. OH WELL!

SHIT. Speaking of ACCOUNTS, i have to do some revisions. Seriously, CARELESS MISTAKES KILL! I could've passed my accounts paper 2, but i was shot dead by my careless mistakes. Whatever now. What is done, is done.

xoxoenjoyyourday. :)